| | so, completely new entry, hmmm, we, the family and some other people, went to bible camp in mena this week, left monday, and learned a lot about a church member and friend on the way there. camp was weird, usually I can leave all my problems at home, but this year I brought my newly found cynical and alienated attitude, I don't know what's the matter with me, the people were great, the messages were great, everything was great, but it seems I couldn't let myself enjoy it like I wanted to. I don't remember how or when I started thinking and acting like this, but I hate it, I also seemed to have caught about a hundred maladies at camp, like bugbites and some sort of itchy reaction to some random plant, not to mention the sore and itchy throat, hoarseness, and coughing, our team so won this year in capture the flag, small wonder though, we had eli and two people going into the military, things have changed so much, I believe I am too nostalgic, I dwell on the past too much and compare it to now, saying today is worse, I think I am bi-polar maybe not, probably not, but maybe, oh well, I am going to stop this so I won't get any more depressed |
| | Posted 6/11/2006 12:36 AM - 47 Views - 12 eProps - 15 comments
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